Dari seorang kaka..

I write this on your last birthday, i know it may too late to post it now. But i do hope you'll read it someday pu with smiling face..
Happy birthday my dear little brother Iwan Fernando Simarmata, pupu i always call you..
No matter how many years it's been, no matter how much you've grown, i still and will always see you as my little brother. The one  should protect, i should love with all my heart, the one i should care, the one i dont want the world to hurt by, my happiness..

I may not always show it by words or action, but i'm pretty sure you know how much i love you dek. And for me you're always the same little boy who played with me all day long, who argue a lot with me, and in another moments share too much laugh and story with me..

So many moments we've go through, sadness and happyness, tears and laughs. I remember you were too young to understand what called pain when father went away. But i do remember how you cry, and in the same time hold me tight. Give me water too drink, and ask me to stop crying, holding my hands. You try to strengthen me in your own way, and i realize that time i gotta be strong, we have to carry on together.. If only you know how much it means to me dek..
No matter how long its been, and how far future will bring us, i promised ,  i'll always be by your side to protect you , encourage you, show you the beauty of our dream.

So many promise we've shared between us, you me and abang, let's reach it together, make it true. We have to hold on one another till the end, no matter how hard it will, cause this one mama always ask us to do and one of our precious promise..

Grow in mature dek, do the best and be success in your study. I know clearly the only reason you take sipil as you major is too fullfill our father's big dream . Father lost his dream on his young, and you try to continiue it. We know it's our way to make him alive in our heart, in our big family. We have to do our best, for this is the only way so that our big family always reminds him whenever they heard about us, so they may never forget his name.. Be a big technician dek, and may God always bless you in everything you do dek, for all great steps you take every day..

Keep holding on our great Jesus Christ, let prayer be your daily strengthen, and keep loving us your family, mama abang kaka..

Once again happy birthday pupu, we love you, you know we always do.. :)

November 18th '13
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